Weight Gain

If I just changed my mindset to a more positive one, I would be happier. If I did yoga regularly, I would be more peaceful and less anxious. If I swam frequently I would be more content with the way I exercise and feel good in my body. If I focused on goals and my…

I’m Not Coming

A migraine. I didn't have a migraine, per say. I refused the casino lights, the loud music, the alcohol. Things a migraine can't handle. But I couldn't get out of bed, so please don't hate me. 2:10pm text: pleaseeeeee come 4:02pm text: do you think you'll come? 4:50pm text: I wish you'd come, we all…

Mistake #63718373837

This weekend I paused enough to play. I didn't just watch my little ones play or say "I'll play when I'm done with ..." and then never get around to being done. I really played with them. For hours across the last 3 days. I realized in those moments I love being their mom. I…

Experiment Win

I have a cold. Being sick almost always triggers me. Consuming less, opting out of going out, eating only healthy things; the things that happen naturally when I'm sick are also the things that I do when I'm trying to lose weight. It is the perfect excuse to unravel. Plus, it's January, and I have…