Therapy

"I missed you!" But why? She has almost exclusively witnessed and listened to and talked about my worst. There are very few things I've left out, mostly because I don't find them relevant, that could make me look any worse. Literal recounts of intentional puking and constant written and verbal vomit reeking with guilt and…

I’m Not Coming

A migraine. I didn't have a migraine, per say. I refused the casino lights, the loud music, the alcohol. Things a migraine can't handle. But I couldn't get out of bed, so please don't hate me. 2:10pm text: pleaseeeeee come 4:02pm text: do you think you'll come? 4:50pm text: I wish you'd come, we all…

How to Lose Everyone

On Wednesday I didn't show up to a class I'm taking because I couldn't fathom socializing. I've loved going to the class. I missed the topic I was looking forward to the most. Yesterday I canceled all plans for today. And next week. Save for a bachelorette party I can't imagine attending. That's next on…