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It’s difficult to find out who you really are is sad. Simply moving your body invites vulnerability out and all the fibers of your being are swimming in piles of grief or guilt. You are sad but what you hoped for was joy. It’s hard to discover your core is built with tears that want…

Champagne & Cake

I love birthdays. I love my birthday and everyone else's birthday. I am always up for celebrating, even if the only reason to celebrate is because there isn't a reason not to celebrate. My day is just around the corner, and being in a new place with exactly 3 friends, 2 of which have small…

Unlivable

"Do you remember much about the last time you were [really sick]?" "Yes, I mean, I think so, why?" "That is where you're headed." ********************** One night in 2007, I had planned to go to dinner with a friend I hadn't seen in awhile. I was prepared for her to call to make dinner plans,…

A Future Where I Am, Well, ME.

This picture was taken in Mykonos, Greece, this past summer. When I initially saw it, I thought I was unacceptably gigantic. I'm still having trouble seeing anything but arms that are way too big and thighs that should be cut in half, but I'm going to practice. A recent but very inspiring and awesome friend, Kaila,…