Feed Her

Keep going, I silently say to myself. Keep going. My skin is dry and cracked and represents how I imagine the current state of my brain to be. Sucked dry. I keep trying to repair my skin with various lotions but the elements are too much and nothing seems to be working, at least that's…

Wolf Pack

PC:Javier Cornejo "For the strength of the pack is the wolf, and the strength of the wolf is the pack." -Rudyard Kipling When I walked down into the woods in 2007, I didn't have a pack. When I walked away from the woods I needed a pack more than I knew. Can I have just…

Sustenance Debate

At some point, if you can't turn your negative thoughts around, everyone will leave you. Even the helpers. They will tire. They have limits. You don't know what they are but you feel like you're approaching them. You creep a little closer to the edge, and even though they lean in, they will have a…

Deep End

This depression feels like slowly drowning but somehow still breathing and wondering how much longer you have to live. A bright, brand new watercolor set: all the colors running together: black. Shallow conversation inducing acid reflex because you are invisible. A gunshot wound you can't feel, even though you want to. Alcohol on burning flesh.…