I don’t know what I’m fighting.

It feels like all the parts of me are strangling each other, and I am collectively frozen. I can’t talk. I can barely think.

Ask her what part is trying to speak.

Tell her you love her.

Hold her.

I feel desperate to be held, and angry for not being able to hold myself.

I don’t feel like anyone understands what’s happening.

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