It’s jarring to be driving on the freeway

Late at night

And hear just die.

Almost out of nowhere

But it makes sense, you were just about to cry in the bathroom on your 15 minute break

(But what happened to the confidence from earlier today?)

These waves are polar and loud and sometimes suffocating and all-consuming

Just die—just crash into the cement barrier—be done

Anxiety so high

This is just an old neural pathway, right?

Nothing to see here,

I’m fine.

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