My stomach has been hurting so much. This week, as opposed to last week when there were no symptoms beyond pain, there has been… evidence… of said stomach aches.

It feels like my entire digestive track hates me.

I am nauseous right now and my gut is twisting and I feel like I can’t handle the stress from school and the eating disorder thoughts trying to take advantage of period week.

Pain makes food hard. I need someone to hold my hand.

So many triggers right now.

In pain, I need to know you’re right here. Physically with me. All my feelings, all my trauma, is in my stomach right now and I need you to hold me.

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