Check in: Depression 7/10. Last Memorial Day weekend, I wrote this, and did not share it here. I guess, at least, I didn’t write it this year.

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Depression 9/10. 

You have two children who need you. You have to be alive. 

I am a terrible person. 

You have two children who need you. You have to—

I have no value or worth. 

You have two children who need you. 

It’s completely pointless for me to exist.

You have two children who need—

Everyone would happier without me. 

You have two children who —

I will never amount to anything in this life.

You have two children —

Something is so very wrong with me.

You have two children —

God must hate me. 

You have two —

I deserve to dienow.

You have—

I want to die.

You—

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