Something that I was so excited for is today and now I barely care about it. All I care about is how disgusting I am and how I have to take action now to begin to fix it. (I am going running in 5 minutes).

All I can think about is how much I hate my body and how angry I am at it, all of it.

I … am so sad that joy and hope seem so far away already. And that the crux of it all is my fault.

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