
Not purging tonight left me with sorrow.
Sometimes it seems like it would have been a better idea to listen to the parts of me that want to protect me from feeling this much.
Sometimes opposite actions feel incredibly wrong.
Sometimes Most of the time feeling this much is hard to handle alone.
In the middle of this pit of sorrow is just a little girl with a very bad stomach ache and some tears and a hurting heart.
God? Mom? Anyone hold her, please—I can’t do it.
Good on you for not giving in! The physical discomfort is often outweighed by the mental and emotional relief in the morning, but it’s hard to sit with.
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