I know logically I am the girl in this picture. But I feel like the shadow.

I think the shadow is shame.

And covering the shame is depression and holding depression’s hand is grief.

I want to know God’s love for me despite shame, but I think He hates me and that makes me want to keep crying forever because it means I’ve messed this life and forever.

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