I am so sick of always being on the verge of crying. It’s just really hard to live life and get things done when I am this emotional and sensitive, all the time. The trigger of loneliness and tears-about-to-come and anxiety makes easy things hard–even impossible. Suddenly in my head I’ve been abandoned because no one is coming to help.

I know this is illogical. But it’s my reality. And I’m constantly living in this reality of tears and abandonment.

2 thoughts on “Constant Tears

  1. Aww bless you. It’s not easy. I’m sorry you’re feeling like this. It’s ok to feel this way and there are days and times when anxiety can take over and it becomes your reality no matter how illogical it may seem. I wonder if you feel better once you have cried. I also wonder if this were a friend coming to you saying the same thing, would you talk to them and show compassion? Can you be that friend to yourself? I really wish I could give you a hug and yes that is my need but there is a part of what you are saying I can identify with. Look after yourself. Sending virtual hugs xx

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