I am so sick of always being on the verge of crying. It’s just really hard to live life and get things done when I am this emotional and sensitive, all the time. The trigger of loneliness and tears-about-to-come and anxiety makes easy things hard–even impossible. Suddenly in my head I’ve been abandoned because no one is coming to help.
I know this is illogical. But it’s my reality. And I’m constantly living in this reality of tears and abandonment.