Anorexia is not the answer. It has never been the answer. It will never be the answer.
Anorexia is purely abusive and nothing, NOTHING, is right about it.
The more I act opposite to that terrible voice, the more I feel like I’m about to be hunted down, captured, and punished.
I feel physically exhausted from the fight today and a little bit terrified and a lot like I am five, hiding, needing so much love.