I don’t know how to have grace for myself when I keep failing.
Try.
Fail.
Try.
Fail.
Try.
Fail.
This process is miserable.
I have never failed so much in my life. It’s painstaking. It’s dreadfully hard to keep going. Especially when with each fail, I throw “see, you can’t do it, give up already, you are SO fat” at myself.
