How does one begin to be okay with the realization that their reality is not real? How am I supposed to come to terms with the evidence that says I do not take up as much space in this universe as I perceive to?
I feel crazy all the time now. How can I not know where I begin and end?
I keep losing and the mirrors keep winning. Just 5 more pounds and I will be definite. Just 5 more pounds and everything will make sense. Just 5 more pounds and I will stop. I will stop, I will stop, I will stop. In 5 more pounds.