Today I came across this website I used to use to track every calorie that entered my body and I would also sometimes (below) put in what I weighed. The interesting thing is that as far back as senior year of high school, I weighed almost what I weigh now but yet in my mind, all I can seem to focus on is the lowest possible number being the only weight I was ever at up to this point. And yet at times I feel more gigantic than I have ever been. Like double what I think I should be. And I’m trying to figure out how that is so crazy. Because it’s got to be super crazy. Right?
04/21/2009
124 lbs
05/23/2008
124lbs
09/28/2007
111lbs
09/02/2007
113lbs
07/31/2007
115lbs
03/17/2007
117.5lbs
03/01/2007
119.5lbs
12/20/2006
118lbs
11/29/2006
117lbs
11/27/2006
115lbs
11/20/2006
117lbs
10/25/2005
118lbs
07/14/2005
114.5lbs
04/18/2005
115.5lbs
03/15/2005
118lbs
03/10/2005
119lbs
03/08/2005
117.5lbs
03/07/2005
118lbs
03/01/2005
119lbs
02/28/2005
121lbs
07/15/2004
112.5lbs