Today I came across this website I used to use to track every calorie that entered my body and I would also sometimes (below) put in what I weighed. The interesting thing is that as far back as senior year of high school, I weighed almost what I weigh now but yet in my mind, all I can seem to focus on is the lowest possible number being the only weight I was ever at up to this point. And yet at times I feel more gigantic than I have ever been. Like double what I think I should be. And I’m trying to figure out how that is so crazy. Because it’s got to be super crazy. Right?

04/21/2009

124 lbs

05/23/2008

124lbs

09/28/2007

111lbs

09/02/2007

113lbs

07/31/2007

115lbs

03/17/2007

117.5lbs

03/01/2007

119.5lbs

12/20/2006

118lbs

11/29/2006

117lbs

11/27/2006

115lbs

11/20/2006

117lbs

10/25/2005

118lbs

07/14/2005

114.5lbs

04/18/2005

115.5lbs

03/15/2005

118lbs

03/10/2005

119lbs

03/08/2005

117.5lbs

03/07/2005

118lbs

03/01/2005

119lbs

02/28/2005

121lbs

07/15/2004

112.5lbs