Today I came across this website I used to use to track every calorie that entered my body and I would also sometimes (below) put in what I weighed. The interesting thing is that as far back as senior year of high school, I weighed almost what I weigh now but yet in my mind, all I can seem to focus on is the lowest possible number being the only weight I was ever at up to this point. And yet at times I feel more gigantic than I have ever been. Like double what I think I should be. And I’m trying to figure out how that is so crazy. Because it’s got to be super crazy. Right?