I want it to beat me. I’m sorry but I do.

One time, for homework, I had to fill out this pro/con list. I just let it win. I even wrote it down: purging wins. And I didn’t even feel bad about it. At the time it made complete sense to me. Feeling better outweighed all the cons.

They are numbers. 1-2-4. 1-1-0. 1-1-3. 1-2-0-0. 2-4-0-0. 3,4,5,6.
I have a lot of cop outs.
I don’t care.
I don’t care.
I don’t care.
I don’t care.
I don’t care.
at. all.
nope.

This nagging fear of looming failure of my plans just keeps pushing logic out and screaming failure! failure!

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