I just want to plan everything and I cannot plan anything! Since I am done with classes and graduating fairly soon, I keep getting that question. What are you going to do? Where are you going?

Well.

All of this depends on 4,000 different factors…most of which, I have zero control over! It seems like, with my current situation, I have done more planning then I ever have before, because I’ve secretly planned many different scenarios but even those…there is just too many! I guess I have always thought, the people who have answers to those “what are you going to do with yourself?” questions were the intelligent ones who were going to go somewhere.

Pshhh.

I’m just going to start telling them I have decided to be an embezzler.

All this future talk. My academic adviser is right. Everything will just sort of unravel and fall into place. God I hope so!