I don’t care.

Thank you for telling me what I already know. god. I know I’m an idiot. I KNOW. I know it was not a smart decision. How the fuck was I supposed to know I was going to pull something?

Well, I guess your track season is over. DON’T YOU THINK I HAVE ALREADY THOUGHT THAT? DON’T YOU KNOW I AM MISERABLE RIGHT NOW? YOU’RE NOT HELPING.

I feel overwhelmed with anger and fear……………………………………………….. It’s Friday. I’m not doing anything. I dont even want to watch tv. I just want to go to sleep and hope that when I wake up I’m fine.

every time I take a step with my left leg I’m reminded  that I won’t be running today. or tomorrow. And every step I worry I’m gaining weight. I worry about Colorado.  I hate myself.

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